Tuesday, July 8

Drugstore Haul

I went to DM a week ago, which is a German drugstore,
 to get myself a few things I've been wanting to try. 
All these products cost probably more than double the price in Switzerland 
so I'm more than lucky to be able to get to Germany so easily :D

On my way there was this guy from Spain that kept bugging me for about half an hour >.< 
It started with him just laughing at my grey hair and my jelly shoes to him wanting to date me -.-
He wasn't even your average creppy old guy, but just around my age, I guess.
And like always when guys are bugging me, I tried to explain to him that I'm lesbian.
I wouldn't be surprised if that rumour went around my whole city since I use that way too much :'D
 He couldn't speak German all too well, so his face after he finally got it was just priceless xD 
But for my bad it didn't stop him from leaving, rather he tried to explain to me that he wasn't circumcised, 
like What The Hell??
So, following me all the way to the mall
he tried to persuade me into going to the toilette with him to have a 4 minutes make-out session... 
WHY some guys just can't take a no??? 
I really wish I was more aggressive by nature and slapped him the moment he made fun of my beloved hair!!! 
After I finally got rid of him at the mall, I decided to eat some sushi to put up my mood again
And I seriously wonder what the sales girls at the sushi place must have thought, 
after I told her I only wanted one pair of chopstick when the amount of sushi I brought was clearly for two x'D

So well let's get to the Haul ^_^

 1. L'oreal Studio Line Texturizing Spray 4.95€- I've  tried this once, but have yet to have an opinion about it

2. Catrice Prime & Fine Mattifying Powed Translusent 4.95€ - I need to try this more, the weather hasn't been so hot lately

3. Alverde Sun Kissed Highlighter 2.95€ - The effect is really natural, but it's really oily

4. Essence Eyepencil & Shadow 05 Cute Copper 2.45€ - I really like it so far

5. Manhatten Colour Splash Liquid Lip Tint Berlin Berry, My Mandarin 3.65€ - Love those ( read my review here)

6. Ebelin Kabuki Brush 4.95€ - I really like this one, it's super soft

7. Catrice Absolute Eye Colour Eyeshadow 750 New in Brown 2.75€ - it's really pretty rosegoldish colour ( review will follow)

8. Catrice Longlasting Eye Pencil 100 Pearly Bird 2.25€ - Perfect to highlight the inner eye corner

9. Essence Eyebrow Designer 04 Blonde 1.45€ - Repurchase this all the time since it has a really nice ash tone

10. Essence Liquid Eyeliner Waterproof 2.45€ - The best, holds well, intensive black, super cheap!

11. Got2b Heat Protection Spray 2.95€ - I haven't tried it yet^^

 and that's it~

If you have any drugstore recommendation leave them down below, I'm always on the haunt for new things :D 

Also for those that have been wondering where the rest of my Japan/Korea trip is, 
I've been working on it, but I just don't seem to get satisfied :/ 
But a least don't worry I haven't forgotten them ^^

xo Roxi

Sunday, July 6

Quaterlife Crisis?

I've been really out of luck lately... I broke my phone and all my data are gone T.T
 Yes goodbye to all the outfit posts I've planned to do,
 goodbye to all the awesome picture I took on my class trip in Madid, 
and pretty much just any picture I've taken since last October.....

I've also been fighting with my friend really badly, and since I usually just don't care in the end, 
I wonder how this will go.... 

Besides that and many small things I've just graduated from....ehhmm...High School? 
Well I'm 20 which I guess is a bit too old for High school, 
so rather than just HS it was a one-year course at an art school to get an extra high school diploma. 
But now I'm at a point again where I don't know what to do...  
Even though I'm an art major I don't really know if I want to continue in that field 
so I thought about changing to an economic engineer. 
Now the problem there is I have to do a one-year Internship to get accepted to the university, 
but I just can't find a place that offers an internship to a student that doesn't have a bachelor or any kind of experience yet... 

and then I started wondering why I would want to be an economic engineer?? 
Of course I like mathematics, well I love it, but am I really passionate about being an engineer? 
Is it just because I want to prove others that I'm smart, or that I want to prove myself that I'm smart...? 
I started asking myself these questions, and I just can't find the right answer, 
but a right answer probably doesn't exist.

In the end I tried to look for other things I could do, and as you may have noticed from me writing this blog,
 I really like fashion and beauty, so I thought about majoring in fashion outside of Switzerland. 
I looked into fashion schools in Tokyo,but calculating tuition fee, cost for living etc. 
 it would be about 100'000$ for 4 years of fashion study 
and 1 year Japanese language class to even get accepted to the school. 
Now my family is by far not rich so I'd have to make up for it myself, working 2-3 years before I could go.
 So, I would be 28 by the time I'd finished my studies, 
while some people are already married or even have children at that age. 

It seriously gives me a headache thinking about it when I should be enjoying my holidays right now.....

 Well besides all that, the year I spent at the art school was quite nice
since I've got to meet a whole bunch of people I started to really like :D

So, instead of thinking on how stressful my undecided future could be,
I rather think about all those nice people I could meet and already met. 

This pretty much shows exactly the two thoughts I'm torn between :'D

YES SIR and that's a wrap for now~~~~

If you have any tips for my situation or a similar story please be sure to share it we me^-^

xo Roxi